love letter to_:

                  We spend most of our time talking about nothing but I just wanna let you know that all these nothings mean so much to me than so many things. For all those times I were just pretending you were a friend and you don't have any idea at all. Its just that I woke up one morning

Film Critic

        The Blindside is a movie which tackles about the essence of a family and the virtue of charity. The main character of the movie is a Black-American teenager, with an awfully low intellectual quotient yet having a very high protective instinct, named Michael Oher. This quality of his became his tool in becoming an excellent lineman in football.

          Another important character in the story is Leigh Anne Touhy, a well-off woman with a businessman husband and two kids. She displays the value of kindness by lending Michael a tremendous amount of help. She let Michael stay in their home, gave him clothes and, most importantly, treated him like her own child. Michael also became close with Leigh Anne's son, Sean, who influenced his interest in football and later on taught him the basics and other techniques in playing good football. Although at first Michael felt like an outsider in the family because they felt it was kind of awkward having someone, whom they are not related with, stay in their house, he eventually felt welcome when they started to warm-up on him and learned to love him.   This shows us that people can treat a total stranger like he is a part of the family. Regardless of obvious differences, they loved him and supported him all the way through. This is real charity! Sharing, loving, helping and being happy for someone not part of your family without expecting to be reciprocated.

          The story also shows the parallelism of family and football. Each player in the field is like a member of the family having different roles and tasks. In the case of Michael, his role is to protect the running back. In order for him to be very effective, he has to think that the whole football team is his family and he has to protect them especially the running back. Since Michael has a very high protective instinct. 

            My favorite scene was when the family were about to eat dinner, they have their own different place in the house to take their meal some were in front of the television while others were in the living room. Then Michael was left at the dining table, when  Leigh Anne saw him she called the others to have the meal at the dining table, and they prayed for the first time. That was a proof that he too have taught them a lesson, they provided him things and he provided values though he was not aware of it. The movie is so fantastic that anyone can relate and feel connected to the characters. It is a very enjoyable film.   

Character Sketch

                 Crizzelda was born on the year of our Lord nineteenth hundred and eighty nine on the eighteenth day of the month of September the second child of her parents. She is often called as Gigi by her families and friends. She is 5’4 in height, fair in complexion, sexy and she has a silky straight black hair. She is very cheerful and lovely. She has a lot of friends for she’s really a bubbly. She loves to dress up, but at home she prefers big t-shirts and short shorts and comfortable ones. She is an outgoing person but driven and full of dreams.

My friend Gigi is the most amazing friend anybody could ask for.  We’ve been friends for 5 years, through so much together, we’re basically like sisters.  We met at a store while I was buying for a pocketbook so does she. We clicked that moment, and we became the best of friends, like me, she haven’t seen her father yet, she has stepfather as well and kid siblings, we live in the same subdivision and she just a block away from us, we attended the same school in high school although she was ahead of me.  We do same things we love to read books, watch tv we and even have the same taste for girly things. We understand each other by just a look in an eye. I became a part of her family, as well as she is loved by mine.

Gigi is the most lively, animated character I’ve ever known. She never says anything mean about people, she always a soft spoken person. She sometimes a childish and I often becomes the big sister between us. She seeks my opinion about what she does and always asking for my advices. She trusts me to give her my honest opinion and to say what I feel.  In return, Gigi is a wonderful listener.  She lets me tell her all my problems and she never diminishes the importance of my worries.  I can tell she’s really listening, too, because she looks directly in my eyes the whole time, like she’s trying to see inside my head and figure me out. We don’t always agree on everything, and sometimes we even fight like sisters.  But, in the end, we always stick together.

how to make a pillow scap

            We can encounter plastics every where, such as junk foods and candy wrappers, tetra packs, plastic containers and many other trash that are non biodegradable. There are lots of new products that can be created from this garbage to minimize waste. We can make products that are eco- friendly and environmental responsible.  This product that I am going to present to you is very easy and enjoyable to do. This is called a pillow scrap.

            These are the step on how to make it:

• First you have to pick-up and collect tetra packs from your yards.
• Second, wash and dry it.
• Third, cut it into small pieces or shred it.
• Next, gather cut pieces into a plastic.
• Then sew a pillowcase, designed and shaped.
• Placed the cut pieces in that pillowcase. It is done, you can enjoy using it.

       This is not a time consuming activity, you can do this anywhere as long as you not littering and scattering your materials. It is very light labor. You can have this as a hobby, and the finished product is very useful.

LOVE LETTER to grandma

Dear Mang,

I know that you are not here and that you have gone home to be with the Lord, but I just wanted to take the time to say thank you for everything that you have done for the whole family, especially for me. Thank you so much for loving me unconditionally, for always being there when I needed you so, and for supporting me all the time. Thank you for the undying patience for all my stubbornness and childishness. Thank you for those years that you accepted the responsibility of taking care of me and treated me as a princess of your own.

 For me you are the greatest grandma, you were a deep loving wife, a caring and patient mother of 3, and a gracious grandmother of 8, a wonderful aunt, a kind sister-in-law, a beautiful niece, an embracing mother-in-law, a committed friend, a faithful and honorable woman of God. You spoke words of life, kind, uplifting and encouraging.

You always saw the best in me and I thank you. When I made a mistake, you corrected me in love. Your wisdom and patience helped me to make sense of this thing we walk through called life.

 I love you, I always do. I regretted that I didn’t take advantage of telling you how much I love you when you were still alive. But I know I still have the chance to prove how grateful I am for all the things that you have given and taught me, and I value all those things so much. Your memories will be for ever cherished and remembered. I will always treasure the moments and times that you’ve shared. Mang you will remain forever in our hearts. Your hardship and sacrifices for me will always be my inspiration and motivation as I travel this journey that started with your words, for you always were my believer and an up lifter. I know you’re still here watching and guiding me as I reach my goals.

           I'm going to miss you more than words can ever express, but I know that I will see you soon.   I find you often in my dreams and long for a moment in eternity to be caught up in your hug again. I miss you and I love you Mang.

PINKFLOYD'S ADVENTURE W/ HANSHERINA

           First day of September, a date that I will always look forward to remember, a day with trill and excitement, for that day Hansherina was assign to took care of me and create memories and adventure if ever there would be with her. 

           As we were heading our way to Hansherina's home, there was a brown out and I was so afraid to take a walk for it was very dark. They lived at Brgy Sto. Nino, just across Cainta Catholic College.That moment was an adventure itself. Upon reaching their house, she opened the door and we found out that nobody was home, according to her her parents are still on their work and they will be home at 11:00 midnight her brother was still at his school. She let me in, and asked to sit then she excused for a while to change clothes.She introduce me to her stuff toy friends and took us picture. She also gave me a tour around their house, then she opened the television and cooked for dinner. I can say that she have a talent in cooking, she cooks well. It was nearly midnight when her parents arrived and she introduce me to them. I spent my first night with her in her room.

             It was already 8:00 when I woke up the next morning and she was still deep in her asleep. She woke up at around 9:30 she said that was her wake up hour. We had our breakfast her parents were already out for work and her brother was still sleeping. After taking the breakfast meal she did the laundry while cleaning the house. She finally finished the household chores at 3:00 in  the afternoon. We went outside to buy for a snack and returned to eat. We went to her aunts house and had a movie marathon with her cousins, they obviously close, they throw jokes with each other. It was a tiring day indeed, I slept with Hansherina's stuff-toys on that night.
             The next day September 3 hanshe woke up early. She was preparing because she was going to watch a theater act entitled "Ang Guro The Musicale"  She told me to come with her. At 11 we went to her school to meet her classmates who will be watching as well. When we reached the placed it was like I was reunited with the whole class, the venue was the Ynares Center, there were lot of children who also watched. The show was very funny, but it does also have touchy scenes, I saw the viewers cried for those touchy scenes, including Hansherina. I saw some local artist like, Pinky Marquez, her daughter Karel, sexbomb dancer Izzy and others. After the show, together with the BEED we dropped by at Antipolo Church, we just walked to get there. We went home with smiles on our faces.
                The next day, as many families do, they attended a mass at Cainta church. At 3:00 pm they went at the mall to unwind and of course they brought me with them as usual. I can say that her mother was very fond at me, she loves to touch me for I she said I have a tender skin.

                I enjoyed staying with Hansherina very much. I cant wait to upload my pictures with them unfortunately,, the rest was erased unintentionally.

my favorite photos at integration

The stagy cat

                There was a cat named Chanel, a very clever cat who always wants to look good. One day, Chanel saw her master took a bath and she look so fresh and good. She thought that she would be more beautiful if she wash her self too. She imitated her master and  she wash. She felt relieved after that.While her master was dressing up, Chanel noticed that her master put perfume and she smelled very sweet and scented. She ask her master if she can put a bit of perfume so that she will smell fragrant as well. Her master allowed her to use her perfume. Again she felt so pleasant.


                 Before Chanel's  master leave the house she saw her master cut her claws and put some colorings in it. Chanel ask her why did she cut her claws, her master told her that it is called nails and she said that Chanel's claws are awful, she doesn't want them and her claws are very sharp and too long. According to her   it is more lovely to have a colorful nails and smaller ones.


                  When her master left the house Chanel hurriedly took the nail kit and she cut her claws and colored them with nail polish.She quickly show her nails to the other cats in their area.They said it was not a good idea that she cut her claws.


                   On her way back home she met a wicked dog, who seems to have a bad aim towards her, she started to climb the tree to escape but she kept on sliding, she couldn't climb the tree because her claws are very short. She fall down and the wicked dog almost bite her when her friends arrived. They hurt the wicked dog with the used of their claws. She realized that her claws is her protection. She dare not to cut her claws again.

STILL

I always knew from the start
That you've given her your heart

But still I offered mine
Hoping to make you love me in time

They're telling me to let go
But still my heart can't do
It says it's just fine to love you
Even if you don't feel the same way too

I'm still hoping that you will love me
Believing that we are meant to be
still dreaming that we will be together
And praying it will be forever

LONGING FOR YOU

I must thank you

for giving me this life
Be grateful too
Cause you let me see the light

I want to show you
how much I love and care
All the things I do
it's you whom I want to share

But how can I
if you were never here
If ever theres a way
I always want you near

You have never known
its you whom I need
And you never Care
the way I did

TO MAKE YOU MINE

Is one smile is enough
to make you mine?

If  I make you laugh

will you stay by my side?

Do I have to tell I love you

To make you mine?

Is my actions gives you a cue

That I wanna cross the line?

Do I have to say you're all i need

To make you love me back?

Look into my eyes I want you to read

My heart beats only for you, thats not a mock!

We should hold unto
for what we always have dream t
and we will succeed

I haven't seen God
only one thing is certain
it's him I love most

friends, precious jewels
that should treasured through the years
fervently shows  love

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You're  the only One
who takes away my sorrows
you're my destiny

09-10-92
Beauty is in you
good deeds, happy thougths reflects
during peaceful rest

I don't need just anyone!
I need someone special, someone who has a heart big enough to contain all the affection I am to give him!
I need someone who will love me in a way that I have never been loved!

Dear papa,

          Hello papa, how are you? Its me hansherina, do you still remember? Well, I'm turning 19 soon, and my birthday is coming.You know papa, I'm sure you'll be proud of me. I became a good girl, my grandparents raise me to be one. They say I look like you, so you better see it for yourself (haha). I miss you so much papa, I've been longing to see you and I've been wanting to feel your love and presence. I'm so curious how you'll  take care of me. Its a regret for me to grow up with you not around, but it made me a stronger person being apart to you. I love you papa despite the heartaches I'd been trough without you by my side.There wasn't a father who comforted me whenever I feel gloomy.There wasn't a father who guided me as I grow. I wish you were there for my successes and failures, how I also wish you had withnessed the first times that I had experienced, I wish you were there when I celebrated my birthdays, graduations, and most especially when I turned 18.But still I must thank you papa for bringing me to this world.I must also thank you for its you the reason why I became an independent and strong person. I love you so much papa.I want to talk to you, to hug you. I wish you are at your best condition. Papa I promised when we meet we will going to make the best out of it. We will going to revoked the lost and wasted time. I love you very much please take good care of your self.

                                                                                                                                                love,

                                                                                                                                                hansherina

the perfect you

Give me the sweetest smile that i have seen

A smile that is like  medicine

Lend me your hands when i have worries

Hold me, I want to feel your caress

Give me a kiss when i'm sad

It will bring me so much glad

Hug me in times of trouble

In my eyes become visible

Be my shoulder when i'm about to give up

In your arms, I want to be wrapped

Be my light when I experienced dark

In my heart, you're permanently park

Be with me when I'm stressed
I want to feel your presence
Show me your care when I'm lonely
And put away all my misery

LIFE is a delicate dish

      Can you think of yourself as a chef? You might project yourself as an expert cook but erase that outlook. Close your eyes and imagine yourself in a kitchen trying to cook your own dish. Imagine that dish you’re cooking as being your life. There are lots of ingredients in front of you. As a chef, you can choose and pick up whatever ingredients you want to be in your dish as your substance. You can spice your life to whatever dish you would want to be.You may think of a dish that's not only boost your appetite but surely nourish your health and in choosing the dish, think of yourself as if you will be cooking or making a great dish out of you.

   Take the biggest and valued cooking pot and begin to cook. Put the entire constituent that you want to be a part of you. Put the ingredients consecutively from the hardest to the easiest to cook. Put the condiments gradually, don't worry if you put less than what it be.You should can always add after you tasted it so that it will be cook surely. Cook the dish with all your heart, for love is the perfect ingredient in a dish.

     This is how you’re life can be....

Delicate....... delicious.....savory. Just the way you want it to be. However, the key is this; perseverance, making a good choice and having patience. You have to perceive a lot and give patience in order to achieve your goals and you have to choose the best option that you can ever think.

     Do you want a good life? Imagine it. Do you want a comfortable and sweet living? Imagine it. Do you want a warm, loving family who spice your life? Imagine it. Do you want lots of supportive friends? Imagine it. Do you want healthy and nature friendly type of living? Imagine it.

Then do it.

    Sound much too delicate? Sure it does....probably to most people. But it is delicate. Maybe not sweet but delicate.

ITS LOVE

All I want to see is you
when ever I'm feeling blue
You always bring a smile to my face
trough your own special ways


I never ask for this feeling
it just came without any warning
The unknown feelings become popular
sorrows and pains seem to be natural


When I saw you with somebody, i felt jealous
 I realize this emotion must be serious
then I look at above
the sign is clear, I'm really in love


It was there till I feel it
and it was gone till I make it
It was like air
that makes it so unfair

It Started w/ a Smile

You were just a friend of mine
for the longest time...
The friendship we had was fine
we even accomplished the same crime.

Until I saw you smile
my heart stopped for a while....
Even imagined we we're in an aisle
and dressed in a wedding style.

Then I started to think of you
I wish you do the same way too
fantasizing, that's what I always do
but I never wanted you to know.

Every time you go near me
it’s your smile I always want to see
 I only want it for me
and I will pray for it on bended knee.

LOVING YOU

Loving you makes me strong
 it seems right even if it's wrong
Loving you gives me hope
that all the challenges I can cope

Loving you made me realize
what I really want in life
Loving you gives me sense
and I know it will lead me to success

Loving you makes me happy
even if it sounds funny
Loving you makes me feel lucky
i think your'e my destiny

I am Lonely Mermaid

I was born to be tough and strong.
I am a nature lover and a country girl.
I am beautiful inside and out.
I am god fearing.
I love my family and friends.
I'm inspired to reach my goals.
I do things with passion.
Someday I will marry a millionaire and I'm going to build a hacienda.
I am a loner.

                  

   Hi!my name is Hansherina Salvacion 18 years of age, single and always available(for friends and families). I was raised god fearing by my grandparents in Cagayan Valley. I lived with them 16 years of my life since i was 8 months old. They treated me as the youngest daughter of the family; they showed me so much love and care. Unfortunately, 2 years ago they left me. Currently I’m staying with my mother and her family.I'm studying at Cainta Catholic College taking up Bachelor in Education English major. I am a person full of dreams. I had experienced lots of heart ache but i don't keep them to fail me, instead i use them to keep me inspired. I'm a very cheerful and jolly person that some doesn't noticed that inside I'm lonely. I am a girl who keeps a smile on her face no matter how hard life gets. My life isn't perfect but it does have perfect moments. I love my mother so much and I will do everything to make her proud. I have regretted in my whole life that I didn't able to show how grateful I am to my grannies for their love and hardship for me. I didn't able to give them what they deserve to receive in return.

                     While I was planning my life, my life was planning something totally different for me.